Art, vulnerability + purple flying cows

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We’re having an art exhibit
at our school.

We display student art
all the time,
in classrooms
and in hallways,
but this show
is different.

The art in this exhibit
was made by adults.
Parents and staff.

DP printed three photos from Beijing.
Beautiful blurry-on-purpose photos
against the clay-red backdrop
of the Forbidden City.

I chose two shots
from a perfect Paris afternoon.
Seated outdoors at a Rue Cler cafe,
we saw the clouds roll in.
Waiters scurried to beat the rain.
Rolled down transparent plastic sheets
to protect the cafe-clan.
Pedestrians drifted by
in a rain-distorted
dream world.
Muted by droplets
and ripples of plastic.

Friday after school
our library
changed its bookish stripes.
The book worm spread
fragile
iridescent wings,
became an art gallery.
There was sparking juice
and crackers
and the vibe was buzzy.
“I didn’t know she was a painter.
Her work is gorgeous.”

Some of the artists were
very
shy
about their art.
Embarrassed.
Dismissive.
“It’s no big deal.”

I want to say that
ART
is
a
very
big
deal.

The younger kids
at our school
think of themselves
as artists.
(Also
Pirates.
Explorers.
Opera singers.)

The younger they are
the more fearlessly
Warhol
Picasso
O’Keefe.

Years pass.
Some lose our way
back
to Neverland.
Narnia.
Wonderland.
We relinquish our place
in those dreams of
imaginary gardens,
labyrinths and castles
floating on clouds.
We forget the names of fierce dragons
we fought as four-year-olds.
We grow too big for
art-dreams
of purple cows
flying through the air.

Years pass.
We become judgmental
about what makes good art.
We develop criteria
to discuss the ways
in which a piece
is flawed.

We grow fearful
that our own photos
and doodles
don’t meet those standards.

We quit.
Pack away our crayons
and paints
in faded shoe boxes
labelled
“Childish Things”.
Turn towards adult pursuits
that pay the rent.

On Friday afternoon
adults at our school
sent their inner critics
to detention
and let their artists out
to play.

Vulnerable,
we were,
with our purple flying cows
exposed
for all the school to see.

Shy
and also
happy
like little kids.

Isn’t this how school
should be…
where the
adults
also
take risks
and play
and grow?

10 comments

  1. Lovely. Always enjoy your posts when I have a moment to read them. I’ve been trying to allow more space for my creative acts recently (crowded out by student papers in the last few years). Your post reminded me that I should also be sharing them.

    1. Thanks for taking a moment to read and to leave a comment.
      Making time for creative acts is an act of radical balancing and gentle self-preservation.
      Sharing your art requires mad-courage.
      {ROAR!}

  2. Beautiful words from your beautiful soul…I celebrate the artist in each person right alongside with you Monna…deep thanks and a big wide smile this morning as I take in your words…

    Corry

    1. I’m not one bit sorry, Spike! 🙂
      I will always think of you and Zoe, and our lovely time together, whenever I look at that gorgeous quilt you made for the Art Exhibit.
      You are amazing!

  3. Reblogged this on Dumpster and commented:
    We were (still are) Picasso, Cap’n Jack, the princess living in the beautiful castle, the boy who rides on a rocket to the moon. Let it show 😀

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